This is pretty crazy and random, but whenever you see a pregnant woman you don't think twice about it. Probably the most you'll go all 'she's carrying' and 'give up your seat'. Other than that, you just go about your way doing your own things.
Just not long ago, something just switched on in me. What if I am pregnant? How does it feel like?
Now wipe that knowing smirk off your face, I don't mean that. I don't go running off with boys and making love with them.*scratches neck uncomfortably* Not that there's anyone I'd like to do that with and anyone who-- Never mind.
How does it feel to have your belly swollen with a child who would most likely be kicking your guts out? Not the greatest feeling in the world, I assume.
In books, whenever a woman is pregnant, she vomits, gets cramps etc. That made me think that I'll never want to do *gulps* that with a guy. Whatever happens is just so... Urgh. No thanks, basically.
And the process of doing so, well, *blush attack* is too intimate. I'll most likely be wishing that I'm somewhere hidden amongst garbage cans than do that. Not that I have to worry. My guess is that no one would want to do that with me since I'm like an emo loser anyway. Fine, I don't wear black shirt and eyeliner, but I can have mood swings sometimes. One moment I'm happy as a lark and the other wishing you death.
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